Cigarette.Lighter.Lovesong.

"And all, all that I do.. It comes back to you.."

It is true what they say.. real love should awaken the soul, and make us reach for more. It shouldn't be a convenience, and it shouldn't be shallow. It should leave us feeling wanted, and cared for. You know, no matter what happens- there is someone that is going to love you more than anything. No matter how bad things may seem, or how unlikely that possibility is- It is true.

I know that even if I am not "loved" right now, I do know that one day there will be someone who will think that I am the most beautiful thing they've ever seen. I've seen it happen. And I also know that if you love someone, you should tell them whenever you feel it, and try to make each moment count. You never know when those moments will run out. You never know, someone could wake up one day and walk out of your life leaving you wondering what happened, leaving you feeling like you weren't ready, trying to justify reasons that don't matter, not being able to answer the "whys?". I could even do that, maybe I'll wake up and just go, and leave everyone wondering what happened- It would be easy. It would be a safe way out, the easy way out, but I don't think we should ever take the easy way out. Sometimes you have to fight for the things that you love... I don't plan on regretting my love, and I don't ever want to regret not trying. If I fail, then I fail- but I gave it a shot.

It's like that quote, that insanely depressing quote.. "If you love someone, let them go- If they come back, they were always yours.. If they don't, they never were". It's true, and it's sad- but it also leaves some sort of peace.

I hope everyone can experience that type of love sometime in their life. And I hope that when you do find it.. you hold onto it with everything that you have.