Alien.

When you do find that person that you're looking for, when you're with someone you love- lay next to them and put your head against theirs. Then take a moment to think about everything that defines you. Take a moment to think about how you see the world. Think about how much there is in your mind - your own universe - that nobody will ever be able to completely know or understand. Then realize that your head is touching another universe - theirs. Think about how much must be in that mind that is only millimeters away.

I've always looked for the "why" in everything, every situation- And it wasn't until someone very recently started asking me "why".. That I realized how hard it can be to explain certain things when asked "why". I guess now I'm realizing that I should have lived more in the moment, if you will, and not wondered why and just accepted the feeling- I guess I still could. There's no telling how much time you have, so you might as well take action now, right?

That's all you really can do, and it's all you really have anymore. Hanging onto the past which is no longer tangible isn't really worth the effort. When something is still in reach, yeah, sure.. get it, but sometimes things are just too far out of our reach, and those are things we should let go of. Besides that, all we really have is our futures. And that is always open for molding.

Today was rough, but eye-opening.

Have a good night, to whoever reads this.