Post 3 today? wow.

Wow.. 3 posts in one day?

Well, It hasn't gotten better- but I really just wanted to try to verbalize a scattered thought I had going on.

We all have our lives and a lot of the time we are with people we care about, we have families, friendships, relationships- We spend however much amount of time with those people, until the friendship or relationship ends and it starts to feel after awhile like it never really happened? It turns into some form of distant dream, does that mean that we emotionally lose those years? Because they're gone, and the world is still turning.. "Did it ever happen?" is what you will start to wonder. Maybe the time spent alone is the time where we really grow, and don't lose anything emotionally.

I was talking today with my roommate about relationships.. with I guess just anyone, not necessarily romatic relationships and how when they end you really think back, and you find yourself thinking about all those times where you argued, or got upset about something stupid- or didn't take the time to tell them you love them whenever you could, didn't do things to make them smile, didn't really spend that emotional time together just talking, and just being near each other.. Seems like bullshit now, right? But we tend to forget all of that whenever we have something safe, and we take it for granted. I hate that.